Bleuprint in the Making – Journal Entry 004

Journal Entry 004: I Am Still Worthy If I’m Not Funny Today

I used to think humor made me palatable.

That if I made them laugh, they wouldn’t notice how tired I was.

That my softness could be tolerated
as long as I packaged it in a punchline.

But today, I didn’t feel like being funny.

And I still showed up.
And I still did the work.
And I still mattered.

You don’t have to smile your way through survival.

Some days, your worth gets to walk in silent —
and still be the loudest thing in the room.

🖋 Question:

What part of you have you been using to cover up your exhaustion?

Who are you — when you let the mask fall and still stay in the room?

–Bleu